I’m tired.

I’m tired of submitting my resume to jobs that I feel over qualified for and not even getting a call for a first iterview.

I’m tired of arguing with my parents about stupid misunderstandings on both ends

I’m tired of crying because I just dont understand what else I need to do before God sees fit to show me that position and guidance.

I’m tired of searching through passages that I know like the back of my hand for something I may have missed for some clue of what I am supposed to be doing.

I’m tired of doing the same thing to passages that I may have only read once or twice.

I’m tired of hearing everyone tell me the exact same thing–”In God’s time”–I know that, it doesn’t make it easier for me so that doesn’t help, thanks anyway.

I’m tired God, what more am I supposed to do?  What do you want me to learn?  Just tell me please.  I’m tired of crying every night because I don’t know where I am supposed to be and I’m graduated, moving back home, and have no money and (soon) no insurance either…I just want a job…