So I wasn’t completely straight with how upset I was last night.  It was like I was FINALLY DONE and no one cared.  They don’t have to, no, but asking how my exams went yesterday would have been nice.  I guess I feel that I have put too many expectations on these 2 that…well, I’m just tired of being let down.  I am ready to move out.  I love them dearly and they are wonderful friends, I guess we just have different lives and the 2 of them happen to fall into the same activities and I fall, well, I kind of have been doing my own thing, focusing on school a lot this semester.  It’s no one’s fault I don’t think but I was hurt to find out that both of them are going out on Friday and I wasn’t even asked to go so here I was planning dinner for K’s birthday and it will be me, him, and his old roommate…because they don’t remember me saying anything about it for the past month.  So I guess that clears up the vague so no one was home but this happened kind of entry from last night (though K did lock his keys in his car, we finally got them)